Since April when I hatched the idea for this newsletter I've been trying to figure out what it wants to be and, however that plays, the truth is I need this. I need a place to organize my feelings and thoughts and to explore things and to share them regardless of who comes along and who doesn't.

I'm going to aim to email out a newsletter on Sundays which covers what I've been working on and thinking about throughout the week.  I expect to make other posts through the week but not email them out, you'll have to come explore here to see them.

Over and above just what I've been working on this week are some themes that nag me lately.

• Why does any of this matter when the world is falling apart?

• What do the decades of work I've put in actually amount to?

• What to do with work I love of people I've had fallings out with or that the relationship soured somehow?

• Why can't I make myself print right now?

• How utterly spoiled have I become?

The dark months tend to call everything into question.  

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